worst day ever.

meet up again.

hoping today we`re enjoy the time we spent together.
but it`s SUCK. it really was.

i hate when he asked me to delete
the strangers who`s now become my
friend at facebook & friendster.

seems like it`s hard for him to trust me..

it make us having a huge fight
until now...

i said something that he forbid. . .
but i wonder why he just replied "it`s gonna hurt you"
and keep silent even i forced him to be honest..

anywaay,
my blog is active back.

i`m single.. then so what?

"this is what i detest the most about you! your anguish is always over the top.. when that happen,you never care about what people feel & think..

i want you to take back your words..
it`s a must!

always keep it in your mind"

omg..he forgive me..

zieeeq
your mail make me
more guilty!

it remind me the moment
when they dislike me
you stubbornly ignore it..

i thought everything was
fine..

even our world is
totally different..

but after all..
i just cant fits you..


baby,we need to talk..
what do you mean?
something has come up..
what?what`s wrong?
i don`t want to hurt you babe..
omg i hope he does`nt break up with me..i love him so much.. *think*
are you there?
yeah..i`m here what is so important?
i`m not sure if i should say..
well~you already brought it up,so please please tell me..
i`m leaving..
what are you talking?i don`t want you too leave me..i love you..
not like that,i mean moving far away..
why your family lives over here..
well~my father sending me boarding school far away with my cousin..
i can`t belive this.. i don`t want you to go..
would you run away with me?
baby,you know i will do anything for you..but i can`t..you don`t know what would happen if i did..my dad will kill me..
it`s okaaay i understand i guess *sad*
i can`t believe what`s going on *thinking*
i need you to give something tonight i`m leaving on flight in the morning so i need to see you..
okaay i will sneak out & meet you in the park..
we will meet there`s in 20 mins..


they meet at nearby park..
they both hug each other & he gives her a notes..


begins to cry *tears*
baby,don`t cry you know i love you but i have to go..

i don`t how to show my sincere apology..
i`m not so good in that..

p/s:awaak..
mimpi manis yee?

trust me (:

seriously,i want to post something that involved about today..

felt so fucking damn tired..
buuuut.. it`s okaaaay..

yesterday i`m sleepless..
then after school i went off
to the mall with my ps`s girlss
during evening..



"seven voices,
seven life,
seven different stories,
seven loves

but...

only one chemistry star we could share"

credit to ayun.



while,
at night i`m out with
mamiabah,mamad,iffah,ifaat&wani..
we`re having our lunch together..

opsss~
NOOO--actually it`s a dinner time..

& ted..
black suit with you..
i`m not trying to convince you
about something that i disagree..

but it`s real..
i mean it`s truly from the
bottom of my heart..

ohh converse yg da star right?
lols..

well,
that`a all for tonight..

i feel so exhausted =/
wana have a looooong
rest,please?

arghh,da kirai yo! ;(

i can`t sleep again =/

i have no idea why..

currently listening to
hidup tak selamnya indah
by dygta..

i do this when feeling
moody or lost someone?
yeaah,that`s correct.

actually,
this song is deeply
HURTING me..

i know..
i`ve been rude to you..
but you first..

as you know i just can`t let go..
i neeeed more time,please?

well..
you never understand..

you angry is always over the top..

we are just like CAT & DOG
which i really hate!

ted,i hate you..
can you just stay,
wipe this tears
& be the one for me?

uhhhhhh...
i hope you are just
my ANOTHER CRUSH!
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boy,you stole my heart,
give me back!!

S-H-I-T!

yeaah,you are right!

that`s me!

i always hold what i feel,
i`m AFRAID of being hurt!

H:HATRED
U:UNBEARABLE
R:REGRET
T:TEARS

some words are better leave unspoken!

anyway,
somone try to get my hp number
by the reason of to awake me during the sahur..

& it make me remind of someone..

lalala~




Simple Plan - No Love.

Staring out into the world across the street
You hate the way your life turned out to be
He's pulling up in the drive-way and you don't make a sound
Cause you always learned to hold the things you want to say
You're always gonna be afraid

There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh, so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here

Broken down like a mirror smashed to pieces
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile
If these walls could talk they would have so much to say
Cause everytime you fight the scars are gonna heal
But they're never gonna go away...

There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh, so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
So what will you do?

You're falling
You're screaming
You're stuck in the same old nightmare
He's lying
You're crying
There's nothing left to salvage
Kick the door cause this is over
Get me out of here!

p/s:
THANKS for the song.