13th MARCH my beloved DAD Birthday!
today is a special day for me x) well~ it`s my beloved father`s birthday~ he`s now 54th years old~ he`s one of that person that i appreciate & i do care. I wish in my life time i never hurt his feeling. He alwesh give me inspire & encourage me to have a bright future.So this time i try my besh NO!! i give my besh to have a straight A`s. AMIN!
Unfortunely,it`s a bad day for my little brother. He broke up and this time he seriously fall in love with this girl but the problem come from his girlfriend`s mother. Poor him. He seems like look jush fine. Really? Hope it`s not a FAKE! I know him very well. Jush Remember Things Happen For A REASON & Believe Allah Take Back Something That We Treasure When He Have A Better Thing To Give!Maybe Allah want him too feel how hurt being treat like that. A playbook cannot bring any happiness. Yeaah~ i know he`s change. He`s not that fawk`n damn asshole PLAYBOY anymore but It`s a KARMA. What goes around turn around. Perhaps he can LEARN. ★-->sii-bintang★,,
My Star Shines x(
I know I am damnly SELFISH I never care about his feeling. I alwesh do this. Jush keep silent when i mad with him. Even when he asked me that twice. Uhh why not yesterday he asked me that question. I will feel much better that today. As alwesh my answer ``ndapapa``. I know he don`t satisfied with my answer cuz` of my annoying text . Actually I did told him from my attitude. Yeaah! I am angry~ I angry cuz` of Saturday evening call. You ignore me on the phone! You make me wait! You picked your friend rather than me! Small matter? Maybe it`s a yes for you but not for me~ I jush want attention from you dear is that hard? I badly mish you! How could you do that!
GOSHH~ I LOVE YOU& I REALY MEAN THAT!so pleshh don`t make it
fade away again dear!
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★Me & My Sister★
This Gurl Is My Closest Sister x)
Avril Lavigne - Things I'll Never Say Lyric
Avril Lavigne - Things I'll Never Say Lyric
I'm tuggin' at my hair
I'm pullin' at my clothes
I'm tryin to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it, yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you, away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down, on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
It don't do me any good it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind
If it ain't comin out we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you, away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down, on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter I stumble like I've got nothing to say
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it yeah
I guess i'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down, on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
...::i damnly ♥ this song::...
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