sweethurt,i DESERVED this!

uhhh~

todaay`s the most hurt daay );

i wish the news that i heard is not true but today i found it by myself~ yeaah it is true~ he already have anothers~ & deaar so sorry i used your email without your permission~uhh i`m too stupid!there`s a lot of mistakes that i`ve done until it end up like this!i still remember when he told me his feeling was gone =`c even he try but it`s become less, less & less~ hmm there`s no meaning if we`re still together when you already felt that way plus you already have her! perhaps she will make you happy~

seriously this pain is more hurt than i ever felt before but i deserved it~

& yesterday i`m so sorry for rejected your call~ i jush angry cuz` i felt like you are trying to take revenge over what i`ve mess up in all the way of our relation that`s why~

but if you truly wana take revenge over me~ yeaah! you already did sweethurt ;(

i cried a lotss todaay & now i still wana cry! i not that stronger =`c anymore since i knew his heart is not for me anymore! uhh stupid me~if i know this gonna end up like this i won`t accept you from the beginning~ so i won`t make any carved in you hurt & this hurtful carved won`t never exist in my heart~ however, is already happen so jush let it go! this is just some lesson that i should learn~

goodbye sweethurt );

& i also do some crazy stuff & it`s a bit funny! i jush curios bah~ but it`s better cuz` it can reduce my headache~heyaa! sorry for being a disturber but i promish it will be the first & the last (;

anywaay ;; brokenhurt is the best diet ahaha (;