crying alone.

last morning i told him that i be waiting for him~is this the best way?will he return back?am i going to happy with this?

idk~but now?i`m not that strong =`c tearss keep falling down!

WAITING is painful, FORGETTING is painful but not KNOWING which one to do is the worst kind of SUFFERING~

i want to wait but waiting? the most stuff that i really-really hate! & i don`t want to disturb his relationship~ what if i`m in that girl situation? how i feel? uhhh~ plus i can`t stand if i remember he`s other girl`s boyfriend ;( bullshit! & both of them study in the same school!& while us? we are seldom to meet~am i going to success to make him return?

uhhh now i`m the one who struggle waiting for him~

should i.. pick to forget him? life goes on right? but.. raaraa alwesh used to wait for me when i said goodbye he can do it~ why not me? yeaaah i try to be in his shoes~ tapi the situation it`s not the same when i said my feeling is down i didn`t find anothers tapi ea? goshhhh~ should i forget him? whiness~

uhhh~ i don`t know!but the point is i want him baack! ouchieee =`c poor me!uhh if i said i want, i will try my best to have it no matter whaat!yeaah i will keep trying like what he did before & i will try to make it worth!